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001. What is your name? ryan
002. Spell your name backwards: no.
003. Date of birth: july the 21st
004. Male or female? male
005. Astrological sign: cancer
006. Nicknames: "hiro"
007. Occupation? professional revolutionary.
008. Height: 6' 1"
009. Weight: 137 lbs.
010. Hair color: dark brown
011. Eye color: green.
012. Where were you born? manhattan.
013. Where do you reside now? new jersey.
014. Age: 16
015. Screen names: hiro the fanboy.
016. E-mail addy: lovecrapht[at]gmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? i don't really know anymore.
018. What is your LJ name? same as my email.
019. What does your Blurty name stand for? xXSceney_McScenesterXx -- it's sarcasm.
020. Pets: a dog.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 16
022. Piercings? none.
023. Tattoo's? a fake tattoo of a self-destruct button on the underside of my left forearm, which i continue to draw on myself with sharpie day after day after day.
025. Righty or lefty? right.
026. Wearing: miles davis - "birth of the cool" t-shirt, pre-ripped tight-fitting indie rock faggot jeans.
027. Hearing: interpol.
028. Feeling: angry about the day's events, missing kate.
029. Eating/drinking: a dr. pepper.

~Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? no. maybe once.
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? i generally use that phrase pretty liberally, so... yeah. more than i could count.
063. How many people have you been in love with? i don't know? one, maybe?

--there is a large block of missing questions here. will fonda probably ate them.--

114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no. one of them should, though. bald mother fucker.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? yes.
116. Are your parents divorced? yes.
117. Do you have step parents? no.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? yes. me. a couple of times. hahahaha.
119. If so for what? for being an asshole.
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? all people came to america from some other country, you ignorant fuck.

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? nine inch nails - "and all that could have been"
122. What's the most embarrasing CD you own? i don't know.
123. What's the best CD you own? i own too many to pick one.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? shake your fucking laffy taffy.
125. Do you sing in the shower? yess.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Explosions in the Sky - "Your Hand In Mine"

Favorites
152. Color: black
153. Food: pizza. because i'm cliche like that.
154. Song: bright eyes - "let's not shit ourselves (to love and to be loved)"/metric - "combat baby"/moving units - "between us & them"/eits - "your hand in mine"
155. Show: Strangers With Candy.
157. Band/singer: Bright Eyes, EITS, Nine Inch Nails, Interpol, The Decemberists, Metric, Moving Units.
158. Animal: cat
161. Movie: American Beauty or Garden State.
162. Pair of shoes: the ones i wear.
164. Actor: i don't have one.
165. Actress: again, i don't have one.
166. Potato chip: i am impartial.
167. Drink: mountain dew.
168. Alcholic drink: i do not.
169. Holiday: New Year's Eve.
170. Perfume/cologne: none.
171. Pizza topping: plain.
172. Jello flavor: go die.
173. Lunch meat: bologna, because it's fun to spell, even though i can't stand it.
174. Board game: life.
175. Video game: Wow.
176. Website: megatokyo.
177. Book: anything by haruki murakami.
178. Computer game: WoW.
179. Number: 3
180. Cereal: lucky charms.
181. Comedian: christopher titus.
182. Dessert: i don't have one.
183. Disney character: no preference.
184. Clothing store: kohl's.
185. Past time: raping small children in my big seedy unmarked white van.
186. Teacher: mrs. pepper.
187. Childhood toy: my n64.
188. Carnival game/ride: i don't like rides. they don't really agree with me.
189. Candy bar: snickers.
190. Magazine: newtype USA
191. Salad dressing: no.
192. Thing to do on the weekend: get totally fucked up and jump out of 2nd-story windows. hah. hah. hah.
193. Hot drink: mother fucking coffee.
194. Season: spring
195. Sport to watch: no.
196. Person to talk to online: allie, kate, kate, bryan, lauren,
199. Do you have posters on your wall? one. i should put the rest of them up.
200. If so of what? trent reznor.
201. Do you have a TV in your bedroom? no.
202. How many pillows are on your bed? two.
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no.
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? yes.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: i was eaten alive by will fonda. no, just kidding. i don't remember my last nightmare.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no.
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? one. it's just a solitary mattress on the floor.
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? spread-eagled.
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no.
214. Do you snore? i dont know.
215. How about drool? yes. a little.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes.
217. What color is the carpet in your room? brown/beige/what the fuck kind've question is that?
218. What's under your bed? floor.
219. Beach/mountains: brokeback mountains.
220. Donuts/bagels: bagels.
221. Day/night: night.
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: wicked witch of the go fuck yourself.
223. Heaven/hell: hell. neither of them exists. but hell.
225. Coffee/tea: coffee.
228. Britney/Christina: i'll take a heaping dose of christina agulget the fuck out.
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: swiss.
230. Real World/Road Rules: HEY YOU FUCKING PIGGSSSS.
231. Backstreet Boys. ...what?
285. Death: I WANT TO FUCK YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL
289. Pornography: I WANT TO FEEL YOU FROM THE INSIDE
290. Fortune tellers: I WANT TO FUCK YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL
293. Politics: MY WHOLE EXISTENCE IS FLAWED
294. Country YOU GET ME
296. Cloning: CLOSER TO GOD

What You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.

299. Jack: JB, KG, Tenacious D.
315. Joel: crack-cocaine.
300. Tiffany: Capote. (as in.. "Breakfast At...", for those of you non-readers out there -- this was Truman Capote's first work)
301. Ben: Supreme Lord and Master.
302. Maria: fights
303. Jennifer: BBBBBBBBIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTCCCHHHHHHHHHHHH.
304. Nicole: jesus christ.
305. Amy: in the white coat.
306. Emily: scene hair cut.
307. Mary: Mother of God.
308: Joseph: bad, bad techinicolor drugs.
309: Jessica: make a little birdhouse in your don't date my best friend.
310. Tom: Emo.
314. John: No, i do not believe that a totalitarian government is the best move for our country. Ryan, stop doing so much work.
323. Natalie: Portman, mothuhhhfuckuhhhh
324. Christy: hahahaha. christ.

Have You Ever...
331. Mooned anyone? no.
332. Been on a diet? no.
333. Been to a foreign country? yes.
334. Broken a bone? no.
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? yes.
336. Swear at a teacher? yes.
338. Got in a fight? yes.
339. Dated a teacher? no.
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? yes.
341. Thought about killing your enemy? yes.
342. Gone skinny dipping? no.
344. Told a little white lie? yes.
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yes.
346. Stolen anything? yes.
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? omg lyk 1ce r 2ce. lol.
348. Been on TV? yes.
349. Been on the radio? yes.
350. Been in a mosh pit? no.
351. Been to a concert? yes.
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes.
355. Broken the law? yes.
356. Been to a rodeo? this ain't my first ro-day-oh, cowpoke.
357. Been on a talk show? no.
358. Been on a game show? no. and i don't care that tom's computer teacher was on one once. just thought i should get that out.
359. Been on an airplane? yes.
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yes.
361. Came close to dying? yes.
364. Terrorized a babysitter? yes.
365. Made a mud pie? yes.
366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? yes.
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yes.
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? no.
370. Felt like you didn't belong? frequently.
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? frequently.
372. Smoked? yes.
373. Done drugs? no.
374. Been arrested? no.
375. Had your tonsils removed? no.
376. Gone to camp? yes.
377. Won a bet? yes.
378. Written a love letter? yes.
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yes.
380. Written a love poem? yes.
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yes.
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no.
390. Done jail time? no.
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? yes.
392. Won a trophy? yes.
393. Thrown up in public? yes.
395. Failed/got held back? no.
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? no.
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yes.
398. Taken ballet lessons? no.
399. Attempted suicide? no.
400. Cut yourself? no.
------notice how ..420 is conveniently missing.... goddamned hippies...------
425. Do you believe in aliens? no.
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: cans of soda, my ipod, a penis. just kidding.
427. Do you have any hidden talents? yes.
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? i wish you would go eat your own face. that would be more entertaining and beneficial in the long run.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? something darkly funny, existential yet ultimately tragic. requiem for a dream 2: let's get this party started.
430. What would your movie star name be? ryan "cocaine face" arnold. duh.
431. Do you play any sports? no.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? i dont know. ju-on.
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Capote.
435. Do you drive? yes.
436. What is your dream car? something small and compact -- alex duerr's "Jason" VW bug, probably.
437. Do you think your good looking? yes. i am dead fucking sexy. if i was walking down the street, and i saw myself, i would be like, "god damn, that is one sexy-looking mother fucker."
438. Do others think you are good looking? yes, they do. which means that the whole world is on drugs.
439. Would you ever sky dive? no. i'm too much of a puss-puss.
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no, i believe in Sasquatch. duh.
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 10 and a garage.
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? yes.
443. Do you believe in God? no.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? no.
446. Do you believe there is a hell? we are in it if there is one.
447. Do you own a pooltable? no.
448. Do you have a pool? no.
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes.
450. Do you like chocolate? on occasion.
451. Who/what is on your 2006 calendar? nothingggg.
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? every state on the east coast, plus arkansas, washington, tennessee, and utah.
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes. no matter who/where/what you are. you are gay.
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? next year -- japanese schoolgirl.
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no -- who the fuck do i look like, tim sigler?
456. What is your weakness? girls with glasses and bangs. i won't lie.
457. Name something you can't get enough of: sex and heroin. duh.
459. How many kids do you want to have? one. maybe two.
460. Future sons/ daughters name: "fuckchop"
462. What is your ideal way to die? something prominent, profound -- something to be remembered. a final fanfare.
463. How do you release stress? i fire a gun. just kidding.
464. Are you a trendy person? yes. i fucking make trends, mother fucker.
465. Are you an artisitic person? yes.
466. Are you a realistic person? i'm quixotic to an extent where it becomes hard for me to live in my reality. no. no, i'm not.
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no.
468. Are you a strong person? no. not physically.
469. Are you a strong willed person? yes. my mom prefers to call me a "stubborn mother fucker"
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? kate.
471. Who is the last person to IM you? kate.
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes.
473. Are you a deep sleeper? i dont know. no, i guess not.
474. Are you a good story teller? yes. i am factual.
475. What do you believe is your best quality? being a hopelessly sappy romantic piece of shit.
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? all that i've written -- music and otherwise.
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? no. i like to burn down large houses, estates, and buildings.
478. Do you do yoga? no.
479. Do you have your own credit card? no.
480. Let's say you win the lotto....? i'd spend all of the money (after taxes) on cocaine and finding a way to destroy the fucking system that let such an inane pipe dream such as the lotto come into existence. just kidding about the cocaine.
481. Do you have a check book? no.
482. Do you like your driver? i don't.. have a driver?
483. Do you tan easily? yes. so i don't go to the beach anymore.
484. What color is your hair naturally? brown.
485. How many fillings do you have? a bunch.
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? none.
487. Worst feeling in the world? feeling like someone won't tell you something.
488. Best feeling in the world? masturbation, of course. duhhhh.
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? neither -- the glass is filled to half of its maximum capacity. it is neither "full" nor "empty."
490. Last thing you downloaded? music.
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no. lol.
492. What do you think people think of you? that i'm one sexy beast who is a real fucker for "making sound crew quit the show"
493. Are you a likeable person? i try.
494. Do you need therapy? lots n lots n lots n lots.
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? there's a novel idea.
496. What the best way to be proposed to? having your loved one write a message in snow with his urine.
499. When are you moving? not soon enough.
500. Are you happy this is over? no. i feel like i lost a really, really good friend :(

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 16:57:14 GMT

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an ambitious trainwreck

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 09:05:11 GMT

so.
its almost 5 am.

i haven't gone to sleep yet.

see, i'm on winter break now, so i can do whatever the fuck i want until next monday.
hoorah.

leaving tomorrow for the city of motherfucking brotherly love, to look at a bunch of schools that i (don't) want to go to. drexel, u. arts, temple, and u. philidelphia. orgasmic, i no rite.

today tom and i went to red bank and saw Brokeback Mountain (which i thought would've been better named "Brokeback Mountain of Shit").

we renamed the band "Vermillion Border", instead of "The Marching Band", because... well.. i can't remember why. but we did it.
we also added 2 other people to it.

go us.

anyway, i'm going to bed now because i need to wake up and do something sometime tomorrow (today).

this was a conversation that i had with a girl (a freshman cheerleader) about school spirit, presented to you in its uncut entirety:
10:47:03 PM hirothefanboy: you're... really into this whole school spirit stuff, aren't you.
10:47:16 PM kb32191: yeah duh i am a cheerleader!
10:47:24 PM hirothefanboy: but can i ask why manasquan is so great?
10:47:56 PM kb32191: b/c it is such a great town and it is 10x better the howlle were i used to live
10:48:05 PM kb32191: and it is really small]
10:48:07 PM hirothefanboy: why is manasquan a great town?
10:48:13 PM kb32191: and right by the beach
10:48:23 PM hirothefanboy: we have one of the highest percentages of drug use among students
10:48:27 PM hirothefanboy: in all of monmouth county
10:48:32 PM hirothefanboy: being by the beach sucks
10:48:33 PM kb32191: yeah i know that
10:48:33 PM hirothefanboy: because
10:48:40 PM hirothefanboy: it means that we get flooded by tourists
10:48:42 PM hirothefanboy: every fucking summer
10:48:44 PM kb32191: the beach does not suck
10:48:47 PM hirothefanboy: our streets our crowded and dirty
10:48:50 PM hirothefanboy: no, but being by it does.
10:49:11 PM hirothefanboy: the prices in all of the resturants go up because of the tourist invasion.
10:49:21 PM kb32191: true but
10:49:28 PM hirothefanboy: the students in our school are downright stupid
10:49:38 PM hirothefanboy: this is true for all of monmouth county
10:49:49 PM hirothefanboy: we keep having to lower the standards on curriculums as each grade comes through
10:50:06 PM kb32191: but
10:50:09 PM hirothefanboy: hence, geometry went from a half-year double-blocked course, to a full-year double-blocked course.
10:50:16 PM hirothefanboy: and the same thing is happening to algebra II next year.
10:50:23 PM hirothefanboy: manasquan is like, the shithole of the earth.
10:50:39 PM hirothefanboy: its a place you move from, not to.
10:50:39 PM kb32191: I LOVE THIS TOWN SOOO MUCH!!!! and
10:50:43 PM hirothefanboy: why, though?
10:52:37 PM hirothefanboy: i fail to see what redeems this town
10:52:38 PM kb32191: it is that b/c my moms family moved here for east orange and they have lived here for ever and so has my dad... idk it is kind hard to explain how i see my town then how u see it.... i grew up here and i love it.... the beah... the bennies
10:52:54 PM kb32191: and eveything
10:52:57 PM hirothefanboy: so you love it because its better than where you used to live, not because it actually merits love?
10:53:06 PM hirothefanboy: it does have its perks, i'll admit that.
10:53:14 PM hirothefanboy: but there is virtually no support for the arts at MHS
10:53:24 PM hirothefanboy: there's the pretend-support that the administration gibes
10:53:25 PM hirothefanboy: gives*
10:53:35 PM hirothefanboy: but in the end, the band is only as good as its last performance.
10:53:50 PM hirothefanboy: hence why we don't have permission to get private lessons for our instruments
10:54:01 PM hirothefanboy: hence why our funding always gets shorted.
10:54:07 PM hirothefanboy: same thing for drama club
10:54:13 PM hirothefanboy: drama has a whole slew of lights on the stage
10:54:15 PM hirothefanboy: that dont have bulbs
10:54:18 PM kb32191: your funding gets shored!!!
10:54:20 PM hirothefanboy: yes.
10:54:33 PM kb32191: no the cheerleaders get less funding
10:54:36 PM hirothefanboy: well
10:54:40 PM hirothefanboy: the cheerleaders are... cheerleaders
10:54:42 PM kb32191: the school does shit for us
10:54:44 PM hirothefanboy: you aren't performing musicians
10:54:47 PM hirothefanboy: THEN WHY
10:54:48 PM hirothefanboy: DO YOU LOVE
10:54:50 PM hirothefanboy: THE SCHOOL SO MUCH?
10:55:04 PM kb32191: we had to buy our own unfirmos
10:55:27 PM hirothefanboy: i know.
10:55:30 PM hirothefanboy: i'm telling you
10:55:32 PM hirothefanboy: if it isn't football
10:55:39 PM hirothefanboy: then this school doesn't give two fucks about it.
10:55:41 PM kb32191: b/c i do i love the town and the pride and the colors and football and all the sports
10:55:54 PM kb32191: no
10:55:55 PM hirothefanboy: -_-
10:56:00 PM hirothefanboy: yes.
10:56:05 PM kb32191: hold on
10:56:09 PM kb32191: let me finish
10:56:18 PM hirothefanboy: after 3 years in this godforsaken high school, i think i have a right to my cynicism.
10:57:02 PM kb32191: football here is the bigest tridation this town has.... and do u know how we got the the WARRIORS???? do u
10:57:09 PM kb32191: ??
10:57:31 PM kb32191: thanks to the band we got to be the warriors soo the bands has a lot to do w/ it too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10:57:36 PM kb32191: so
10:57:46 PM hirothefanboy: but FOOTBALL
10:57:48 PM hirothefanboy: dOESNT
10:57:49 PM hirothefanboy: MATTER
10:57:50 PM hirothefanboy: OUTSIDE
10:57:51 PM hirothefanboy: OF
10:57:53 PM hirothefanboy: HIGHSCHOOL
10:57:58 PM hirothefanboy: football won't stop the war in iraq
10:58:06 PM hirothefanboy: football won't cure starvation in 3rd-world countries
10:58:14 PM hirothefanboy: football won't cure cancer
10:58:32 PM hirothefanboy: football is a mindless fucking activity that promotes violence and the formation of a high-school caste system.
11:00:06 PM kb32191: football has nothing to do with iraw 3rd world countries and cancers..... our teachers and students have a lot to do w/ that and we have fundraser and too help with that......

football is this towns BIGEST thing they used to close everthing down on saturdays and go to the games then after the game the stores would re-open!!!!!!!!!!!!
11:00:32 PM hirothefanboy: ok.
11:00:34 PM hirothefanboy: so what?
11:00:40 PM hirothefanboy: football has nothign to do with learning
11:00:44 PM hirothefanboy: which is what high school is about.
11:00:50 PM hirothefanboy: you know -- hence the school in the name.
11:01:23 PM kb32191: football has a lot to do w/ learn b/c if u dont pass 3 class u can play so u have to keep ur grades up so u can do this thing!
11:01:45 PM hirothefanboy: because
11:01:47 PM kb32191: same w/ all the other things in our school
11:01:50 PM hirothefanboy: the teachers weight the grades of the football players
11:01:56 PM hirothefanboy: i've watched it happen
11:02:10 PM hirothefanboy: the football players are some of the stupidest wastes of flesh that i have ever met, and some of the meanest
11:02:16 PM hirothefanboy: and they all pass their classes
11:02:24 PM hirothefanboy: especially with teachers like mr. read and mr. gordon
11:02:26 PM kb32191: that is so not true
11:02:30 PM hirothefanboy: are you kidding me?
11:02:36 PM hirothefanboy: i've been here for 3 fucking years
11:02:49 PM kb32191: no that the football players r stupid and mean
11:03:07 PM kb32191: they r so nice to use!!!!!!!!!!!
11:03:09 PM hirothefanboy: well
11:03:14 PM hirothefanboy: you lot have vaginas.
11:03:19 PM hirothefanboy: the football players like vaginas.
11:03:22 PM hirothefanboy: hence, they like you.
11:03:48 PM hirothefanboy: me?
11:03:52 PM hirothefanboy: i don't have a vagina.
11:03:53 PM kb32191: they like freshman varisty cheerleaders
11:03:56 PM hirothefanboy: i'm just really girly.
11:03:59 PM hirothefanboy: so i get beat up.
11:04:01 PM hirothefanboy: and made fun of.
11:04:14 PM kb32191: r u serious
11:04:28 PM hirothefanboy: yes.
11:04:28 PM kb32191: wat is a vagina
11:04:33 PM kb32191: nermind
11:04:39 PM hirothefanboy: its that thing between your legs, dear.
11:04:39 PM kb32191: sry
11:04:41 PM hirothefanboy: its ok.
11:05:15 PM kb32191: see they arent the only ones who r stupids
11:05:18 PM hirothefanboy: i know.
11:06:21 PM kb32191: i hate all the 12th grade football player
11:06:36 PM hirothefanboy: yeah
11:06:40 PM kb32191: so
11:07:24 PM kb32191: and i am a quite freshman do u think they see me when i am walking through the hallways and stuff or at basketball game...
11:08:04 PM hirothefanboy: what do you mean?
11:09:23 PM kb32191: u r like the nices guy i know in the high school and ur not like the other guys in this school
11:09:32 PM hirothefanboy: thank you :P
11:09:41 PM kb32191: ur welcome
11:09:42 PM hirothefanboy: i try to be, anyway.
11:09:48 PM hirothefanboy: not like the other guys*
11:09:49 PM kb32191: that really good too
11:10:18 PM hirothefanboy: :P
11:10:33 PM kb32191: and the cheerleaders suport the band!! yeah
11:10:36 PM hirothefanboy: yeah!
11:10:42 PM kb32191: i love the band
11:10:47 PM hirothefanboy: the band does rock.
11:10:58 PM kb32191: yup i have them on my ipod
11:11:18 PM kb32191: and the band bring out the school spirit
11:11:40 PM hirothefanboy: well
11:11:42 PM hirothefanboy: except
11:11:49 PM hirothefanboy: that just about everybody in the band hates manasquan, to some degree.
11:12:15 PM hirothefanboy: the school, i mean.
11:12:20 PM kb32191: y
11:12:23 PM hirothefanboy: because
11:12:28 PM hirothefanboy: as i explained, its a shitty place.
11:12:37 PM kb32191: that is the best part of the football games
11:12:44 PM hirothefanboy: and because everybody in the band gets picked on.
11:12:47 PM hirothefanboy: at least once in their lives.
11:12:49 PM hirothefanboy: for being in the band.
11:12:52 PM kb32191: and u can hear the band all the way from my house
11:12:56 PM hirothefanboy: yeah.
11:12:59 PM hirothefanboy: we're pretty loug
11:13:05 PM kb32191: yeah and thats good
11:13:18 PM hirothefanboy: yeah
11:13:21 PM kb32191: how do they pick on u
11:13:36 PM hirothefanboy: in the halls, they say stuff
11:13:39 PM hirothefanboy: try to trip you
11:13:45 PM hirothefanboy: steal your clothing in gym class
11:13:53 PM hirothefanboy: *has happened to me so many fucking times*
11:14:04 PM kb32191: like do u shove u into lockers
11:14:04 PM hirothefanboy: throw things at you at lunch
11:14:10 PM hirothefanboy: only if you piss them off.
11:14:11 PM kb32191: idk

now, i would like to reitterate it, because it bears repeating:
11:04:14 PM kb32191: r u serious
11:04:28 PM hirothefanboy: yes.
11:04:28 PM kb32191: wat is a vagina
11:04:33 PM kb32191: nermind
11:04:39 PM hirothefanboy: its that thing between your legs, dear.
11:04:39 PM kb32191: sry
11:04:41 PM hirothefanboy: its ok.

ok. now that that's out of the way, i'm going to sleep. i just wanted to archive that in the anals of history.
"what is a vagina?"

hahahahahahahaha.
-h.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 06:18:03 GMT

finals are finished.

failed pre-calc, aced english, aced french, maybe-passed chem, but it doesn't matter, because i hate chemistry.

applying to graduate early and go to columbia college (not to be confused with Columbia U, in NY -- this one is in chicago).

the school is fucking amazing, and i'm going out to stay there for a week sometime in the next month.

so yeah.

well, now that that godforsaken half of the year is the fuck out of the way:
1. Electronic Communicatiosn
2. Physical Education II
3. French III honors
4a. Lunch
4b/c. Band
5. US History II

so you see, i have no actual challanges in this coming half of a year.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha,

so i beat you, you fucking first-half-of-the-year!
take that!
nyahh!!!
-h.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 05:55:24 GMT

tomorrow is the last day of classes for this term.
then, we have 2 days of finals.

then i'm fucking free from the personal hell that this year has turned my life into.
it's a new term, with new classes, and i can start over again.

i just hope that i don't fuck these finals up too badly..

sorry about the hostility in the past couple of entries, especially the last one -- it comes down to the fact that, if i didn't want people to read something, then i shouldn't have fucking put it on the fucking internet.

-_-

anyway, i'm just pretty much finished with people, for the time being. if you're a close friend of mine, you've nothing to worry about, but if you're a hanger-on, or something less, then you're done. see you.

so, ladies and gentlemen, i'll leave you with Husker Du:

"There are things that I'd like to say
But I'm never talking to you again
There's things I'd like to phrase some way
But I'm never talking to you again

I'm never talking to you again
I'm never talking to you
I'm tired of wasting all my time
Trying to talk to you

I'd put you down where you belong
But I'm never talking to you again
I'd show you everywhere you're wrong
But I'm never talking to you again"

wish me luck on these finals...
matta ne~
-h.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 00:29:17 GMT

yeah.

whoever read this and told people what i said, fuck you.

honestly, i know that this is "open to the public domain", but that's pretty low.
i mean, maybe i was naive to think that there was sort've an unspoken concept of secrecy that came with reading one of these things, that would mean you don't just fucking skip around telling people.

then again, actually reading that sounds really fucking retarded.
-_-

anyway.
i hate you all.
-h.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 03:35:37 GMT

Something is that shouldn't be
I had to find out the hard way.
There's no more you and me
There's no more me and anyone

Because I walk by myself
In the end I know I do.
There's no more me and anyone
There's no more me and you

The patron saint
Of obvious rhyme schemes
Maybe you know
Just exactly what I mean

I just want to feel the way
I did when when we first met
You'd look at me and smile and I
Felt like I had no regrets
But that's past, it wasn't made to last
It was for right now
I'll sit here and wait for you all day
Drink black coffee and smoke cigarettes

The patron saint
Of obvious rhyme schemes
Maybe you know
Just exactly what I mean

I don't mean what I say
Maybe I do, it's so hard to tell
Try to write what I mean
The way I live, I'm bound for hell.
Something in the way
You know this song is for you
You know you cut me deep
You know that this is yours.

The patron saint
Of obvious rhyme schemes
Maybe you know
Just exactly what I mean

---------------

you know who you are.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 06:07:38 GMT

nobody reads this thing, so i guess i can talk liberally.
i'm not going to, but i guess i can.

i fear that i've gone and done something.
maybe its the right thing.

no, it definitly is the right thing.
i just feel bad about it.

motherfucker, this is so going to be a song.
and who doesn't need a smoke?
*i quit*

sorry to tom in advance.
sorry to j.e.p in advance.
i'm worthless.
-h.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 02:51:38 GMT

merry[ holiday].

from, your favorite atheist.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 21:21:58 GMT

this year is being quite interesting.

had my driver's test the other day, and i failed it by one point.
again.

ugh...

anyway, i finally got a drumset, which makes me happy, because it means i'm so much closer to being a real band.
we now just need someone to play said drumset.

...so, yeah.

i've been writing stuff, which is always a good thing, but not as good as recording, which i have also been doing in excess, and to the demise of my grades.

i'ma go watch "Rust Never Sleeps."
later days.
-h.